Imaginary friend

Imaginary friend Dear Imaginary friend I hope this letter could make up for the past years, because ever since youve came back to my life I feel completed , because you have been the only one that I could tell my little dirty secret and not feel the urge to feel ashamed because you would neer In a million years judge me , you were my only true friend that knew who I truly was, and have neer ratted me out that why I have love you more than anything In this viva voce for this long.Nevertheless, this past few daylights It feels Like part of you havent forgiving me yet for the ways I treated you back then when I was still a little boy.I neglected you like you were nothing compared to something, the distress and shame I caused you, and also putting everyone else needs before yours especially my selfish self focus on girlfriend who want it all , but dont blame her blame me because I was the stupid one who never knew wrong from right like I tell I was still a little kid, but owe that I am all grown up I realize my mistake for let you go I should have fight for you, for us because back then I never realize how much you meant to me until you left, because each day that you were gone and not by my side I felt really lonely even my girlfriend and family could bring back the Joy and happiness that we had, but I never meant to hurt you I Just thought because no one could see you I could treat you any how I want, and since you were on my head I never thought you could leave me, and am really sorry for that. I know having an imaginary friend at the age of 35 might seem senile to other people who dont understand but I dont care because with you I feel comfortable an safe, and all I have ever wished for is that one day you would come back.In conclusion, now that you are back I want to make up for the past 23 years ,and even it mean by difference my girlfriend am ready to make the sacrifice I Just want everything to go back to the way they were except for the neglecting part, and I promise you would ever so come first no matter the circumstances I am In. His has being really tough for me, but I Just want to demand why did you ever left me was It the stuff I did to you, because If It Is I take full responsibly for my action, or If It something else let me know so I dont go through life feeling guilty for something I never did. Tell me what can I do to make the pain go away, or at least could you tell me how feel towards me because am done being kept In the dark. Please Just forgive me because I really missed you so much, and now that you are back I just want to everything Sincerely,